Awakening the War God

Chapter 294 Self-Blame

Chapter 294 Self-Blame

Garry had a secret crush on Kitty for three years.

He never imagined that his secret love would end by looking at Kitty's corpse.

The grief in his heart was almost suffocating him.

Now. his only thought was revenge!

He knew that seeking revenge on his own would be very difficult.

But the man before him had the power to help him get his revenge.

For revenge, he was willing to kneel, and to give everything!

"Get up!"

Gabriel helped Garry up and immediately swore, "I, Gabriel, swear to heaven that I will dismember the beast that killed Kitty!" Kitty's death deeply grieved Gabriel

Although he understood that in the battle of Underground World, death was inevitable.

But Kitty was an outsider, a kind-hearted and passionate girl, and her tragic death was something he couldn't accept Now. he had only one thought that he must confirm who was the murderer.

Was it Vicky or Tim?

Once confirmed, he would stop at nothing to avenge Kitty.

"Miss Wallick, no matter what means you use, confirm who killed Kitty within two days. If you can't do even this, our cooperation is over!" Gabriel, walking briskly, suddenly turned back and spoke coldly to Matilda.

Despite his domineering words. Matilda wasn't angry and nodded, "I understand, starting now, even if I don't eat or drink, I will find out the murderer!" Gabriel didn't waste any more words and left Matilda alone.

He walked down the street, aimlessly and troubled

For the first time, he began to doubt his choices.

When he first got involved in the Silverwood family feud through Ava, he actually understood a truth.

The path he was about to take was full of danger, a farewell to the ordinary.

Sooner or later, people around him would die.

But he had overestimated his own heart of steel. Kitty's death shattered his feigned indifference

Just now, if not for Matilda's call, he would have been driven by emotion to slaughter at the Jeff's.

This time it was Kitty, what if someone close to him got hurt in the future?

Now. he was no longer alone.

He had friends, subordinates, women, and relatives!

What if...This is from NôvelDrama.Org.

Thinking about this, he was truly troubled.

He walked deep into a park, sat on a rock, and dialed a number on his phone.

"Hello? Zoe!”

The call connected, it was to Zoe.

Now, only Zoe could soothe his restless emotions.

"Gabriel, do you have anything to do with me?"

Zoe's voice was soft and healing.

A simple sentence calmed Gabriel's troubled heart significantly.

"I want to talk to you..."

After that, Gabriel told Zoe everything that had happened in the past few days.

In the end, hissemotions fluctuated again, "I thought I was a person with a heart ofstone, able to kill withouta ripple in Pay heart! Like on the Black Pearl, there were many passengers, andjust because I didn't like the look oftRem, I could easily kill them!"

"After killing, I had no emotional fluctuations!" "But this time, Kitty’s death almost made me lose my mind, always feeling like I was the one who killed Kitty!" "Kitty was a good girl, and there was a good boy who secretly loved her. Their lives were heading towards happiness, but...”

At this point, he couldn't continue:

After quietly listening o Gabriel's account, Zoeconsoled him, “Gabriel, you've actually fallen into a ~ misconception. It's undeniable that the JefHfamily or Vicky is > respdnsible for Kitty's death. If we n ust talk about the murderer, it's definitely not related to yeu, as you never intended to harm Kitty.”

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“Your self-blame is merely because your struggle with the Jeff Family and Vicky involved Kitty!"

"This involvement and the resulting death of Kitty were unforeseeable, so in fact. Kitty's death and your conflict have no inevitable connection!" "All matters of cause and effect have only one direct cause!”

"For instance, Kitty's death was caused by the Jeff Family or Vicky. If we Keep expanding the reasons, they become endless!"

"For example, if Kitty hadn't gone to the bar last night, would she not have died?”

"Or, if the dog of Tim hadn't bitten Kitty last night. would Kitty still be alive?"

"These seemingly absurd reasons are actually the same as your reasons for self-blame!"

“Your conflict swith the Jeff Family

and Vicky cquldn't have foreseen

Kitty's death Whether or not Kitty ~

went to the bar last night, she = <>

couldnt have foreseen her own”

deaths Tim's dog biting someone

alsé- couldn't have foreseer:Kitty's

déath!"

"The only one who could foresee Kitty's death is the person behind the scenes. When this person gave the order, that was the most direct cause of Kitty's death!"

"Therefore, the one who killed Kitty is that mastermind behind the scenes!"

Some people, clouded by their emotions, couldn't discern the true causes.

Just like someone taking a flight, and the plane got shot down by a missile, causing the death of everyone on board.

The cause of death, no matter what, couldn't be attributed to whether the deceased took the plane or not.

Taking or not taking a plane couldn't foresee death.

Thus, those who lamented and wished they hadn't taken that flight, believing it would have spared lives, were misled.

This was being controlled by emotions, which is not the actual cause of death.

The only one who could foresee and cause the death was the person who launched the missile.

Gabriel faced the same issue, feeling as if his conflict with the Jeff Family and Vicky led to Kitty's death.

This thought was due to the emotions of self-blame, which controlled his perception of cause and effect.

In the end, it becane hard to distinguish the most direct cause-and-effect relationship.

After listening to Zoe, Gabriel felt somewhat better.

But his self-blame lingered, and squinting his eyes. he said, "Regardless, I must avenge Kitty, I will personally eliminate those beasts!” "Zoe, who do you think killed Kitty, Tim or Vicky?”

Zoe replied, "Actually, it's easy to judge. Whoever benefits most from Kitty's death is the culprit!"

“Obviously, the answer is Vicky!"

"Actually, Vicky's scheme is not that formidable, but her brilliance lies in controlling your emotions, causing you to lose your rationality!"

"If you could think calmly, the reason behind Kitty's death would be clear. Once trapped by emotions, however, it becomes hard to escape this perplexing cycle of confusion!"

"Vicky!" Gabriel gritted his teeth, still furious, "It seems I've been too lenient with this woman. If she provokes me further, I'll use my fist violence to solve the problem."

Zoe advised Gabriel, "Gabriel, you need to stay calm. Once you resolve Gumoldur City's issues with violence, all your previous efforts will be in vain!" "After all, your goal is to control Gumoldur City’s Underground World and gain the support of the Gumoldur Clan of Ghost Prison Hall, not just to kill!"

"Also, you should be cautious. I'm worried that Vicky's scheme to drive a wedge is not over yet. This woman likely has more tricks up her sleeve!"