His Soul & His Shame

"You were being so naughty, coming in here and surprising me in this, making me so damn hard for you." Ezra pulled me up by my arms and made me sit on the table, clearing it off and tearing the stockings and moving my panties aside before dipping his two fingers inside my wet and dripping core.

"My, My, look at the juices you are dripping for me and the sounds you and your pussy is making for me." He is fingering me so expertly, making my head dizzy with pleasure and I don't know if I can hold my orgasm any longer. I came on his fingers with a silent scream, clenching his fingers and riding away the orgasm.

"I can't wait anymore, Babygirl. I'm dying to be inside you." He slammed into me in one go making me dizzy and my already sensitive pussy made me clench him tightly and a second orgasam barrelled through me.

"Oh my god!" I squealed, feeling the bliss of the release and the way Ezra was thrusting inside me like his life depended on it.

"Say Oh My Ezra, Babygirl! I am the one making you feel good, not him." Ezra said in a cocky tone, making me bite his shoulder.

His thrusts became frantic and sloppy and I know he is near his release and I excitedly waited to feel him swelling and letting loose and I love that feeling.

"Ahhh!" He growled in my ear, nibbling it softly before emptying inside me.

I got cleaned inside the bathroom and came out wearing the same coat I came here in. Ezra was already looking sharp and clean after he cleaned me on the table with a wet cloth and he washed up while I was sprawled on the table like a starfish.

"I am leaving! Don't forget to come home for dinner and Don't stay late in the office." I said, standing in front of him as he was going through his laptop. He pulled me onto his lap taking my lips with his and kissing me taking my breath away. "Okay Mrs. Irwin." My stomach swarmed with butterflies at the way he addressed me. I always dreamed about being his wife someday and it's going to happen finally and I'm over the moon right now. "See ya, Mr. Irwin." with a wave I left his office with a big grin on my face which I can't seem to wipe off.

I went home and binge watched some romantic drama while stuffing my face with pizza and coke. I don't know but I feel different and for the first time i don't have a feeling that I am missing something or I need to chase it.

A shrill ring of something woke me up from my peaceful slumber. My eyes feel heavy and my body feels like someone is pushing me into my bed but the shrill didn't stop annoying me further and I reluctantly searched for my devil of a phone blindly without opening my eyes to shut it up.

I found it stuck under me poking my butt, I answered with closed eyes and waited for the person on the other side to speak.

"Hello!" I drew out.

"Fay! Are you still sleeping? Did you check the time?" My mom's sweet voice filled my ears pulling a big smile on my lips. "Yes, Mom! No, Mom!" I answered still in the sleepy haze. Why am I being so lazy? My engagement party is literally tomorrow! Tomorrow! Wait a minute!

"Mom! Is today the day? Don't tell me I slept through the entire night, day and the night too. Oh My god! Was I on something that I passed out for so long! Mom!" I was babbling like a fool and I literally flew from the couch I was sleeping on! I slept watching the tv on the couch and didn't make it to my own engagement party. Ugh! Did I lose my brain?

"Seriously, Fay! You are being a drama queen. The engagement party is today and No, you didn't miss it. Stop watching those dramas." Mom's chuckle and words calmed my nerves and I sat back heaving a relieved breath. "Thank god!" I breathed into the phone, shaking my head at my madness and childishness.

"Sorry, mom! I just dozed off on the couch." I chuckled, looking around me to find if Ezra had come back home last night or not. If he would have come he wouldn't let me sleep on the couch and that means he is still in the office working himself to death.

"Silly you! I called you to remind you that Joanna and I are coming in an hour to get ready at your place." My head snapped towards the clock on the wall and it's close to noon! I slept like a sloth for so long.

"Okay, mom! I will take a shower and eat something till you guys get here and I need to call Ezra too, he didn't come home last night." I stood up from the couch to get to my room and ended the call saying goodbye to mom and dialing Ezra's number.

"Hello! Mrs. Irwin! Mr. Irwin is in a meeting and he asked me to relay his message to you that he will meet you directly at the engagement party." Ezra's secretary answered the call, making me halt in my steps because he never allows anyone to answer his personal phone AND he never ever gives his secretary his phone to answer my call even if he is in a meeting and her talking to me feels weird and odd?

I think I am still stuck in the drama I watched last night. I need to clear my head before I freak out.

"Okay, Thank you." I ended the call, still feeling weird and my stomach is in knots like my gut knows something I didn't.

"Oh My god! Fay! You are literally being a dumb head, thinking about everything so suspiciously and stupidly." I grumbled the words face palming myself and entering the bathroom to wash away the weirdness surrounding me. By the time I bathed, pampered myself and stuffed my face with toast and coffee, Mom and Joanna were barging into my apartment with hands full of bags.

"Thank god, you are ready and alive. Your mom told me about your little freak out on the phone with her." Joanna laughed at my scowl and I threw a harsh glare her way knowing she would laugh out loud more and she lifted my mood up which was dampened for no exact reason.

"I was just guilty about watching all those sappy dramas, Joey! Today is my half-big day so let's go and get started." I jumped down from the kitchen stool dragging my mom and Joanna with me towards my room.Têxt belongs to NôvelDrama.Org.

"What! Half-big-day! What does it mean, Sweetie!" Mom asked, a confused frown adorned her pretty face making me chuckle at her.

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"It means mom, Today's my official engagement party right! So it means it's half a big day and the wedding is called a complete big day." I know I am not making any sense in my head too but every moment with Ezra is a big day for me as it was my dream to marry him and have his kids. It may seem toxic and stupid to Dream and love the boy who hurt you so damn much but I can't help myself from unloving him.

"You and your weird ideology, Fay!" Mom shook her head laughing silently when I gave her a cheeky smile.

Mom, Joanna and I flipped my room upside down while getting ready for my half big day. Joanna does my makeup, Mom did my hair and they both helped me into my gown.

When I looked at myself in the mirror after they prepped me, I gasped at what i'm seeing.

I chose a maroon coloured shimmery gown which hugged my body like a second skin and I'm loving how Joanna and mom did my makeup and hair and I'm sure Ezra is going to go crazy seeing me in this.

The zoo in my stomach danced a happy dance at the thought of Ezra seeing me in this and me seeing him looking dashing as always.

"Fay! You look stunning, Sweetie." Mom and Joanna hugged me at once. Joanna nodded her head in approval at my mom's compliment.

"Thank you guys, All the credit goes to you both." I gave them a big grin hugging them back.

"Are you ready?" Joanna asked, our eyes met and she can see slight worry and nervousness in me and she knows that I am freaking out inside.

"You are going to be officially Mrs. Irwin, Fay! Not completely and legally bound but still it was your dream so take a deep breath and put on an easy grin and let's go and get your prince charming." I laughed at the last part. It feels like she is preparing me for my wedding and I don't even want to think about how I would be on that day. I'm sure Mom and Joanna have to sprinkle water on my face to wake me up every five seconds when I pass out from nerves.

"I'm Ready, Let's go." I took a deep breath and exhaled everything which was holding me back and I felt relaxed and a happy grin took over my nervous face and the giddiness to see Ezra and the whole evening made my legs walk out of my apartment so fast making Joanna and Mom laugh.

I am dying to see Ezra in all his handsomeness and have his strong arms around me as his warmth and scent surrounds me.