Chapter 8: 08
Chapter 8: 08
"Here." Hans handed me a glass of water.
I accepted that but did not drink. I just put it on my thigh and slid down my fingers on the body of the
glass. I was dumbfounded while doing that.
I was shocked by what happened last night. I was just on the side of the road for an hour and crying.
Releasing all the frustration inside me.
Reysa called me but I was not able to answer. I just cried and cried until I could drive again.
I drove straight to Manila. I didn't even go through the house to say goodbye and pick up my
belongings, I just texted Mama that I had returned to Manila because there was an emergency at work.
And now, I am here at Hans’ pad, still shock from what happened earlier.
I immediately went straight to cry and complain. As well as blaming him for forcing me to leave work.
"Are you okay?" He asked.
I shook. I also can't lie that I'm okay with the state I look like now.
I'm a mess.
My eyes are fluffy and my voice is also crack from crying. With that, he knew right away that I wasn't
okay.
I sighed.
"We met," I said instead.
A tear rolled down on my cheeks. I can't seem to get my eyes tired of crying.
I thought I was done with this situation, not yet.
Fuck! Just one Jia made my heart disappear immediately. Just one approach to me makes my brain
stop working immediately; my whole system was immediately in turmoil even though it was his voice
and I hadn't seen his face yet.
"What happened?" He asked.
Concern is evident in his voice.
"I was with Reysa at Resto Grill last night; we were catching up and then suddenly he came. He said
he wanted to talk to me, Reysa didn't agree so they lost. But before it got worse, I left. I ran away. " I
said.
Reminiscing my bad disposition last night makes me cry even more.
I can't understand myself why I still react like this. That after more than a year that person still has the
same effect on me.
"And?"
I shook my head. "I drove here after I cried on the side of the road."
That was not the first encounter I imagined. I visualized myself to be strong when that time comes, I Belongs to (N)ôvel/Drama.Org.
want him to see that I am no longer the weak woman he played with just a year ago. I want him to see
how what he has done has affected me.
I wanted him to see how I stood from that fall.
Not yours like last night. I just want to bury myself underground, because until now I still have the gaga
to make that person cry like this.
"I'm sorry. I should have believed you when you said you are not ready to be home yet. Sorry, Ja, if I
forced you to do what you don't want." He said, embracing me.