Chapter 34
They were tired so we ate first before wandering again. At the Royal Palace in Madrid then pass the Cathedral. To go to church. Seville Cathedral is an imposing sight, located in the heart of the city just a few minutes walk from the Guadalquivir River.
The constructions and execution of this took a century, the idea of the city elders at the time was to “build the grandest and most magnificent Cathedral that people will think us mad”.
The stunning central Nave is high and reaches 40 meters and is flanked by 80 side chapels. The Basilica was built on the site of the Aljama Mosque of the Moorish Dynasty in the late 12th century.
She talked to everyone one by one. As for me.
“Thank you so much, my Han. I am happy because of you. You gave me a beautiful race. Charot! Hahaha. I mean you gave color to my life. I love you very much. You and our children are full of blessings complete the missing piece of my life. Being your wife is overwhelming. I hope you love them as much as you love me..” she smiled. I’m nervous. Especially when she started crying. I wiped her tears.
Then I kissed her. A kiss I will never forget. A kiss that only she can do. My heart raced fast. We both stopped and caught our breath.
“Thank you for everything. I love you so much..” I hugged him and whispered. “I’m happier because you’re mine. I love you and you love me. I love you so much more, Honey.” I said. She suddenly broke away from hugging me. At the same time she was crying because of the pain. Our son and daughter is in the baby’s room.
Maybe because of that? Shouldn’t the children be next to the mother when they are born?
I panicked. I was about to call the nurse when she stopped me.
“I’m f-fine.. As long as you always remember that I l-love you so much.. See you..” she closed her eyes.
I thought she was just sleeping. So I calmed down. That’s why when Jasteen suddenly came inside, frustrated, that’s when I realized that she was no life..
My life..
The things inside the room at the hospital were almost destroyed when I was gone mad. Why didn’t I get it?! Why did I let it?
“Fuck me!” I kept hitting my chest because of regret.
They stopped me from doing it.
“It’s not your fault. There’s no cure for her illness. She just couldn’t handle it. She just saved your daughter and son’s life.” My heart almost broke at what Zel said. I can not accept.
The unfair..
Many went to the hill. As she said, we should not cry when she dies. We thought it was just a joke.
She even said when we had a trip to Batangas.
“When I die, don’t cry in front of me! I might not be able to stop it. And I got up just to wipe your tears.” I glared at her when she said that. So are others. Herlene hit her because of what she said.
“You idiot! Don’t talk like that twin.” we agreed.
I cried again. Very painful.
I woke up to a pat on both my cheeks.
“Dad, wake up. Don’t cry. You look like a gay.” Yohann said seriously. They said it was Yuan the second because I look so cute. Chinito, white, with a beautiful shape of lips that are red, as pointed as my nose, with thick eyebrows like mine but because he is young, his is thinner, his eyebrows are straight. I nodded. Before I could even wipe my tears, he wiped them and then hugged me.
“You dreamed about mom.” he said. He is seven years old now. Yohann and Dryce. I raised them alone even though many women still pay attention to me, but I don’t focus on them. I don’t want to love. I don’t want anymore. It’s right because I love Han and our children so much.
“S-Sorry..” my voice cracked. He moved a little further and tapped my forehead. I snorted and literally frowned.
“What’s that for?” I asked.
“Mama doesn’t want gay people to cry. You have to be brave dad! Cheer up.” he said while raising his left eyebrow, waiting for my reactions.
“Yes.” I thought he would be satisfied with that. But he squeezed my cheek and forced me to smile.Property belongs to Nôvel(D)r/ama.Org.
“Ar-k!” I stopped him but he didn’t want to. So we pulled a cheek there.
We were surprised when their children Miles entered.
“Uncle! That’s right. Get up! We’re going to visit aunt!” said Zel. Yohann and I got up. And I ordered the nanny to bathe the twins. Then I went to CR to take a shower.
I hold my lips while showering. I closed my eyes tightly.. While enduring the cold water.
I walked down the stairs and found them all there. Miles, Joshua, Raz, Rj, Khyla, Julia, Herlene, Zel, and Jasteen. Even the bullies. They smiled at me and together we traveled to Manila North Memorial Park. We rode in his car. With the nannies of our children.
When we got there, we put down the flowers we brought. Sometimes Alex also visited here but he never came with us.
“Baby! I miss you. Your sweetness.” said Miles. He couldn’t stop crying. While carrying Edzel now taken by Joshua. She kept crying while complaining about my husband leaving her.
“Yes, you’re lying. You said you’re not like the others. You’re not like them when you leave. Bloody!” Khyla tried to wipe away the tears that were falling from her eyes but she couldn’t stop them.
“I miss your kindness, Erys.” said Julia. It also shed tears. Raz, who is now her boyfriend, hugged her.
“Of all women, you are the most perfect sister to me, twins. Even though we are not related by blood. You made me feel like a real sister. Someone who cares and loves me.. Thank you. I will never forget you..” tears just Herlene. At the same time, Jasteen patted her shoulder.
“Crush! You cheat. I haven’t admitted to you that I love you. When I left you right away.” complained Zel. We laughed at it. Because MR is also hiding some drama. COOL GUYS.
“That’s right bro. He already has Yuan.” Raz teased.
“Panic!” it just folded its arms. While Jasteen was speaking.
“Damn! I miss you, baby.” I hit him. Because if we can’t have a baby with Han when they have a past. We laughed. They said goodbye one by one.
I still remember then..
This is our scene..
When they left, Han and I were left behind. He hugged me tight and showered me with kisses. “It’s a good thing you came to me.” she said softly. I just laughed at hed because of that. “I’m only destined for you and no one else.” I said smiling. She kissed my lips passionately.