Chapter 38
When I met her. I thought she was unlikely to be mine. I saw how happy she was when I was with her.
What kind of smile and joy I see every time I’m with her.
Those days I remembered and wanted to look back..
TALA – Kawayan Part 2 song really suits me.
I thought we were just friends.
I never thought the day would come when she would be mine.
The day will come when I will outgrow her making her happy. I never thought she would love me as much as I love her. Destiny itself made a way for us to be destined. I am very happy during the hours and days I spend with her. She never leaves my side. She understands me.
We fought together. I don’t think so. It turns out she’s feeling something bad.. It’s shocking. I was really crushed by the time she lost her life in front of me.
Good thing I also told her how much I love her. I have no regrets that I loved her like that. To the point that I have no intention of loving anyone else. Because she really is the only one for me. Even if I look like a martyr. It looks like I am stupid.. But anyone in my position would do the same. I will stand by what I said. I won’t look for someone else. What we hear or watch or read is not true when you love someone you are ready to let them go.
You are ready to love someone else. When she dies! That’s wrong! Because if you really love the person. You will not look for someone else.. They will not really enjoy your search. That’s bullshit!
I made a promise. I will fulfill that until the end. Until our paths meet again like the sun and the moon.
I hope .. We will have a Solar Eclipse again in the next life.. And I will make sure.. When that day comes! I won’t let him lose me..
“Dad! My Twin Yohann and I are going to school..” Dryce said goodbye. They are siblings in first year high school. Which is grade 7. Yohann is top 1 in the whole school so he is called the Supreme President.
It’s fun to think he’s as smart as his mom. Dryce is also smart but Yohann is more of a genius. I am so proud of him. Many women admire Yohann. It’s also talented. Whereas Dryce is only good at Arts and Crafts. But it’s fine for a high school student.
Both of them kissed me before going out. I stayed at home and rested. Since I don’t have an appointment today, I chose to go home first. Especially since it’s the birthday of the girl I love the most.. We’ll celebrate it tonight. Her whole family and friends will go to celebrate her birthday. Even our friends.
Joshua, Alex and the others are with me again. When visiting Han.. We brought flowers and lit a candle. There are also balloons and blue roses that are her favorite. I also brought a basket of chocolates. And cake for her. We sang Happy birthday.. Along with flying the balloon. White and red..
“Happy birthday!” we said together after singing. We wished for her..
“I love you, Han. Wait for me there. We will be together again. Let’s just wait for our son and daughter to have their own family. I don’t want to leave them right now. They are still children. They still need me. Han, I miss you so much..” I said without speaking. I’m only talking about this in my head.
LIFE teaches us to do good. Use of TIME while Time teaches us the VALUE of LIFE.
Never stop learning because Life never stops teaching.
I smiled remembering our scene when Han and I were new. I suddenly smiled.
“What are you doing? When I’m not by your side?” she snorted at me. Waiting for an answer from me. I grinned and kissed her forehead..
“Just thinking. I wish you were here.” she blushed causing me to get even more sad.
“I love you! FRICH YUAN LIM GUERRERO!” she shouted, stopping everyone who passed by or was busy doing what they were doing. Everyone was filled with screams. I kissed her even though the table in the canteen was between us.
“I LOVE YOU MORE, HAN!” I said boldly. We both laughed.
I stood up and turned around to hug her.
“Ahem. We witnessed a parental spg making a Public Display of Affections!” our friends laughed bitterly.
We just didn’t pay attention..
We watch the pageants together. I just don’t care about beautiful and sexy women. I even wanted to leave there.
“Damn it, Bro! What are you doing?” Joshua and I will be together now at our hangout in the tree house. I grinned because I remembered when she smiled. I love her very much.
“I’m going crazy.” Raz said.
“Effect of mosquito repellent. More repellent to you!” Joshua teased.
“Jerk” I laughed softly. Han arrived just in time.Exclusive content from NôvelDrama.Org.
“What’s up? You’re having fun.” he said with a smile.
“That’s like your boyfriend going crazy. Zel laughed alone.”
He turned to me and frowned. Then I explained.
“They say I’m crazy.. But that’s not true.. Is it a sin to smile when I’m thinking about you.” her face turned red. And at the same time I pulled her to hug me. My friends and I were pissed off..
“SPG indeed!” said Rj.
“Let’s go.” said Jasteen.
“Roons!” I shouted. I just kissed Han’s lips. We are no longer ashamed of them. We are already used to them when there are chics still making out. We have a good kissing scene and just caress..
“I love you..” we just finished making love. Hahaha! I’m really happy!
I’m going to be a father. We’ve been around for a long time. We made love for a month..
“Don’t leave me.” she said. I nodded and hugged him tighter.
“Of course. I love you.” I said with a smile. A smile appeared on her lips. I kissed her eyelid when she closed her eyes.
“Han, will you marry me?” I asked while we were in the middle of the Park. I was on my knees and holding up the red velvet box with the diamond wedding ring.
“Yes!” I was very happy to hear that. My effort was great. I hypnotized everyone in the park. One hundred balloons, one hundred red roses and one blue that I gave myself.
“Han, thank you for loving me.” He kissed me on the forehead.
“Thank you too because you loved me..” we kissed each other like there’s no tomorrow..
I missed her..
Too much. So I remembered the times I was with her. Is it just a memory? is everything really over? Why is that? it’s been a few years but I still haven’t forgotten her.. Until now I feel like it was yesterday I was only with her. It’s just sad because everything is just a memory.